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Depression...reality....truth by straywolfie, literature

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Depression...reality....truth

An adult boy in between two walls on his left a wall with a door behind it a bottomless ravine he knows behind the wall on his right mines, spikes, all kinds of painful traps people pierced and blooded yelling at him "come on! be a man!" In the distance , the very far distance Colours and happy people their backs to the battlefield and no one can see what is behind the adult boys left wall that bottomless ravine They keep yelling "quit being a pussy, stop whining. Push through, get over that bump!" while he, all he sees, is pain, agony and hurt behind masks only once in a while he sees an exception not that they dont ge

Fight by straywolfie, literature

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Fight

you expect and expect and expect and you never like how i react thinking i will just do that your way is true yet in the mean time dont understand my situation my admiration my fight you just dont see how i fight you either dont want to see it or you are just blind because i do try I fight and i fight trying to get back up and in sight yet you manage to bring me back down and pull up a frown wondering why why i wont do what you expect not seeing my act because trust me, i try try to stay up and fight manage my way in life

Dark Desires by straywolfie, literature

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Dark Desires

Step out of the sunshine into the dark i dont feel fine i want to hide want to be alone in the shadow want to be freed from this need to let the dark plant its seed close to its victory as i slowly give in my desires speak from my within /Darkness is making place for the light/ Dark desires which i used to fight hidden in the light and it feels so right the light flikkers the dark snickers as i let both embrace me making me feel free, surprisingly

Black, blue and white by straywolfie, literature

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Black, blue and white

black, white and blue its whats getting me through though the balance is off i will work on it and find my inner wolf colour it with the colours of my life show it where to go and what it looks like yet a mirror nowhere to be found it stays a mystery for eyesight a stray lost in the darkness of black in the space of white in the sea of blue fighting its way to whatever is true yet still in the darknes eyes glowing, searching for space a sea taking it away the wolf jumps into a wave finding himself about to go down he climbs back to the dark cage learning by its mistakes needing to find the balance of the colours

Inside my head by straywolfie, literature

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Inside my head

scared of being alone inside my head Inside my head things change Inside my head its all the same inside my head i play a game Me versus myself Its a battle ive been fighting but i think i need help as addiction strengthen the dark side its winning this fight im not saying im giving up yeah i want to but im fighting for the people around me for myself, for being happy Black grass is groing inside my mind but my brother in despair taught me to get under it and plant new seeds instead one of the people i will always respect and never forget he gave me what i never had Me versus myself Its a battle ive been fighting b

MP by straywolfie, literature

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MP

What happened what went wrong? how could love change change so easily from ready to unsteady yet the feeling its still there i still do do know what i feel feel about you i love you yet tensions strenghten annoyances appear do the words "we are meant for eachother" not mean anything anymore? well anyways i want you to know that you are still for me that entity the guardian flying around me the one i know i can trust that i should trust the one that i will fight not leaving you out of my sight no matter what happens

Mind road by straywolfie, literature

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Mind road

Sacred heart turned to stone big brain got kicked of his throne the soul has flown away and the body went astray Things seem right and yet they dont left right left right up front which way to go which side to choose they all seem good and yet so wrong Sacred heart turned to stone big brain got kicked of his throne the soul has flown away and the body went astray Everytime i choose a path that looks good theres a sign "not good" back to the interjunction every path looks the same yet none seem to function like walking in a frame Sacred heart turned to stone big brain got kicked of his throne the soul has flown a

Runaway by straywolfie, literature

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Runaway

I wanna run away, but somewhere i belong seems like a fairytale So im trying to build a bridge, to my castle with a tower, walls and bars Trying to let certain souls in. But everytime im halfway of building the bridge something doesnt seem ok so i run, i runaway distancing myself from the world, Ending up being a stray So i stay by myself in my castle and leave out all the rest So i can bleed it out and try to get back up and put it all back to the test But it feels like nobodys listening, so i want to be forgotten i want to give up and stop thinking. It hurts, it haunts and ive given up dont stay, just stay away, my insides are rot

Wolf on the prowl by straywolfie, literature

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Wolf on the prowl

Am i angry? or am i dissappointed? i dont know anymore just that im pissed off so dont come near me dont tell me what to do cuz right now im a wolf on the prowl cant you hear me? leave me alone just let me be i dont care what you think cuz right now ur just not with me im floating free from any person and whoever comes to close will hear me snarl and rawr then right before i attack ill make sure ill see the look on ur face the depth in ur eyes confused, sad and scared enjoy your pain my teeth sinking in my claws in ur chest uve gotten to close and i went to far ive lost myself

Star by straywolfie, literature

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Star

Leave me alone and let me be your star so you can look at me from afar but stay out of touch stay out of reach Protect yourself from me only let me out at night cuz if you let me in your day the world will end right away Dont come near dont come close ill burn your heart and your soul Watching over i slowly age working up towards implosion to blow up into space ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Leave me alone and let me be your star so you can look at me from afar but stay out of touch stay out of reach Protect yourself from me only let me out at night cuz

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Depression...reality....truth by straywolfie, literature

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Depression...reality....truth

Fight by straywolfie, literature

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Fight

Dark Desires by straywolfie, literature

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Dark Desires

Black, blue and white by straywolfie, literature

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Black, blue and white

Inside my head by straywolfie, literature

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Inside my head

MP by straywolfie, literature

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MP

Mind road by straywolfie, literature

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Mind road

Runaway by straywolfie, literature

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Runaway

Wolf on the prowl by straywolfie, literature

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Wolf on the prowl

Star by straywolfie, literature

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Star

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Gay by Plaid-Rose, literature

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Gay

I am gay. I'm not a disease, I'm not a problem I'm not an affliction I don't need treatment. I don't need help I'm not sick I'm not confused I'm not a sin. I am gay. I'm your daughter Your sister Your friend Your co worker Your classmate Your acquaintance A complete stranger I am gay. I need love, just like you I need smiles I need support I need a hug I need a friend I need a family I need acceptance I need understanding I need you I am gay. I know what love is I know what pain is I know what hate is I know what life is I am gay. And I need you to love me The same way you loved me before you knew I am gay.

Moment of Truth by KorialFox, literature

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Moment of Truth

It is time to tell my greatest story, It’s part of my life, it’s my history, How I lied and how I told the truth, How I twist the pain I had in youth, You know now that I am a dreamer, I can make up plot, I am a schemer, Value of being happy, have strategy, Your life did not start with a tragedy, You’ve been born like me into this world, Felt love already inside your mom curled, You don’t have to suffer to find it, Open your heart to truth behind it, But well... sometimes the life can be hard, So how to heal your heart so scarred, When everywhere you look is just hate, You lie once, twice, it’s already too lat

Fortress by mpellegrino, literature

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Fortress

She sits outside his fortress Thick bricks for protection High walls for isolation Stone hallways echo the silence He can't see her anymore Did she ever exist? Was she ever his? Was he ever hers? Night falls and she's alone He sleeps peacefully in his darkness Once sheltered in his warmth Now she is alone in the cold night An invisible songbird sings in the distance He used hum to her songs of serenity Space is now filled with his silence Only interrupted by the howling of pain The guards could summons her away She's been watched carefully by two Still she stays and waits for him She sits out outsides his fortress

Distance by mpellegrino, literature

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Distance

I saw the distance growing between us I kept calling out to him, "don't leave me" He's still here but he's not mine anymore Tears spilling over one after another I can hardly see Scanning through my memories I see it a bit more clearly now Each bruise and scar our relationship endured The blood loss was great We're quiet now Empty and mourning each other "I promise I'll come back to you" He whispered to me when he though I wasn't there And further away he went as I watched in pain The distance grew a little more I whispered back, "don't leave me" as he kept walking away

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About straywolfie

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Mar 13, 1989
Netherlands
Deviant for 13 years
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PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be

Current Residence: fantasy land, the dark side
Operating System: XP
Favourite cartoon character: Naruto or Gaara ...and many more lol cant rly pick
Personal Quote: *curls up in the corner*

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Gladiator id say ....

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My brother in despair -> spirallingmoon

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straywolfie

Jul 25, 2010

Me

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I'm..im jsut me , theres nothing more to be ... i can improve and better myself to be who i want to be but ill allways be me...

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Thanks for favorite and llama!

KorialFox

Dec 24, 2013

^{or whatever floats your boat}

^{Merry Christmas & Happy Year

Don't do this
or this

Do this
or this
or ...maybe this?

Or give this to everyone,
like I am giving now to you.

~from Kori}

KorialFox

May 2, 2013

spirallingmoon

Oct 26, 2011

I just noticed I was not watching you >_>
yay fer observasive skillz.

straywolfie

Nov 2, 2011

D: u just never wanted to watch me D: muteny!! *runs*

spirallingmoon

Nov 3, 2011

Your poems always popped up in my inbox, Maybe when my account got hacked they made me stop watching you? I lost a few friends afterwards. *catches you*